February 3, 2013
Yesterday (Jan 1) was a high energy day. This was especially debilitating for Anita. She got so hot and weak and almost passed out several times. She signed up for hospice which means she will have to stop the intravenous feedings after TH. Since she only weights 58 pounds, it will not take long for her to die. So the universe has a choice they can ascend her now as promised or make a further liar of themselves. Who wants to even ascend and live in their HR if they choose the latter. It sounds as if the HR are no different than the LR and we at least know who they are and how we stand with them. Maybe they are waiting until the very last moment. Again how cruel. This process is nothing if not disgusting.
I can fully understand your disgust with the HR. Since two days I am arguing with the HR that either Anita should ascend this weekend or that I should ascend and then heal her by committing a miracle. The second alternative was however rejected, but the first one may still be realized. I did not get any answer.
I do not understand why they let her suffer so much, and you equally. This surpasses my human comprehension. I can only feel sadness and helpless depression just like you.
With love and light
PS: Dear Jerry, read please this message from Dorie.
I was afraid that I have done it again and used you website for my own problems. But in looking at it again I realize the issues we are going through is a cleansing for all of PAT as well as all of humanity in general. I am getting a message from HS and this time it is not all rosy, but realistic. I can see beings from the HR come into our bedroom at night. When we signed up for this role we had no idea how burdensome it would be . We are cleansing the last remnants of the ultimate fear of death and all the feelings of hopelessness and helplessness that caregivers everywhere experience. HR keep reminding me that they have kept us together and Anita alive this long despite all odds and no promises have yet been broken. They understand fully my lack of faith as this is also part of the cleansing. The uncertainty and the tragedy of human life on this 3-D planet. Not only are we healing and transmuting for all those who face these helpless situations but we are doing it for all the healthcare workers that we come in contact with daily. All of them admit, they have never met anyone like us. They don’t know why, but they know this is different. The doctors can not understand why Anita is not in pain and takes no medicine and sleeps like a log at least for an hour or two at a time as I do myself.
The waves have not been as debilitating today (Feb 2) as yesterday and Anita is some better, sitting up more. I keep seeing an old bumper sticker that I used to see that said “Life is not a dress rehearsal”. But instead life is crossed out and it reads. This is not a dress rehearsal. So my take on it is this. This is the start of the actual (ascension) process, starting yesterday and going now nonstop. The dress rehearsal was last week as Dorie wrote.
I wish I could write more, but I will have to end it now. Thanks to all for remembering us and my main problem now is lack of faith. Lack of faith in myself, lack of faith in the process and lack of faith in God. Dealing with these medical, hospice etc. is hard especially hard to keep our view when they think if you do you are only in denial. That is part of the cleansing as well. I will continue to do what I do and Anita will also as long as we can. We have all done all that we can. Either the HR want a better ascended world and will provide the means or they won’t. We have all done all that we can.
the PAT is one organism and when one member is in pain, all are in pain. Our primary obligation is to support each other. I am very happy that you have written me this lengthy email. Although you say that you have lost faith, you have in fact more faith than most people on this planet. But please have faith that you are immortal and that your bodies are also immortal and that it is absolutely no problem for your souls and the HR to let you ascend within the blink of an eye. Why they still don’t do this, is a puzzle for me too. But they will do everything possible to keep Anita alive till the optimal moment for your ascension has arrived. It can come any moment from now on. The PAT has already started praying for you and sending you healing energies.
With love and light
I am forwarding a copy of the vision I had in sleep state on 25.1.13, which I recorded and shared with a friend on 26.1.13.
It was about Jerry & Anita and our Ascension Prayers, which I would like you to share with Jerry & Anita; my deepest prayers go out for them both.
I had a vision during the night in bed. In it I saw about 10 energetic bodies coming up through a ‘hole’ in the ground of 12D; the ground was not solid, but a white mist/cloud. The 10 figures climbed up through the hole 1 by 1. One of those figures, a male ,carried another, a female. I recognised them as Jerry & Anita. We then stood together for a short while, around the hole, we looked out and all was just a clear white space/ empty, nothing visual or any object to see, no end, no horizon. We stood together bowed our heads and bathed in the serenity and in the knowing of all that we have of that place.
Just read the latest message from Jerry. He said he lives in Arizona. Monday I will be going to Phoenix for a week. I would appreciate it if you would forward them my info and if they are near that area and agreeable I would very much love to meet them and be of any assistance that I am able to give.
They have been on my mind a lot especially Anita. Thank you, from my heart, for all your support.
have just forwarded your email to Jerry. However they are in a very difficult situation now as the doctors have told them that they cannot do anything anymore for Anita and they must make now the final decision.
With love and light
Greetings Uncle Georgi,
there was so much I wanted to write to you about, however I can not muster up the NRG to for I am thinking about my brother and sister PAT members, Jerry and Anita. I am not at all sad, for I know that they have been thru ENOUGH. I do not know if by saying this (I pray that Jerry could ascend with Anita), if this is being cruel. However, I know if that does not occur that she will be taken care of until he arrives to join her. I shall pray to the highest of highs for her to not experience any pain during her ascension and that she embraced in comfort for her regeneration. I have tears, yet they are tears of joy.
TO JERRY: WE LOVE YOU BROTHER AND ARE HERE BY YOUR SIDE TIL THE BEGINNING OF THIS NEW BEGINNING.
TO ANITA: SISTER I LOVE YOU AND WE HAVE SOME SPECIAL FAMILY MEMBERS AWAITING YOU FOR YOUR REJUVENATION.
…. I have been thinking and praying for Anita and Jerry too. I put myself with her and hold her and cradle her with warmth and love, so as she can be comfortable before she will ascend. I also send my love to Jerry. Let him know we are all with him and Anita now. God Bless them both and remove please their pain,forever. Amen.
Love to all,
…. As for Anita, when I read your post, I didn’t feel depressed this time. Call me insensible or crazy, but I feel she is good now…I don’t know why!!
This means either we are about to ascend or as you said, you will ascend, come back and perform a miracle on Anita in front of everybody.
Jerry is the one I’m praying now for.
I would think that even if Anita transitions out of the physical body via body quitting, wouldn’t she ascend and come back in a more efficient light body? Would this have to do with her soul contract. Many will leave this way, and won’t they be able to achieve bodily ascension?
I know that when my husband died, I was happy that he no longer had to suffer in that very debilitated state. I didn’t want to lose him, but I was glad that he wasn’t a prisoner
of that weakened tortured condition.
I pray that Anita experiences just what she would wish for and that she is reunited with other loving souls like yourself and PAT members to be part of the upliftment of this planet.
this is correct, but you forger the devastating impact her physical death will have on Jerry. They have been in the LBP for years not to die but to ascend. If Anita dies, Jerry will lose any hope and may even commit a suicide. They both must ascend asap.
I read your update and began praying for Anita’s immediate ascension and will continue to do whatever I can to charge the light grid to help this. In my meditation I saw a lot of light pink light with maybe a hint of other pastels… not sure what to make of this just yet.
With love and light,
My heart is bleeding. I declared openly to the HR that I’m ready to submit my energies to fuel Anita’s immediate ascension, or to ease her pain until ascension is due. At the same time I feel enraged that she’s not relieved from heavy waves in her present condition. I was thinking of the PAT making a collective declaration that we’re ready to take over her duties, if they allow her to ascend, or be spared the suffering.
This deplorable situation with Anita is indeed beyond any human comprehension and I am also deeply enraged with the HR that they allow such things to happen. We need not repeat Jesus’ Crucifixion one more time. We must be beyond these dark ages.
I’m writing at the spur of the moment after reading your plea for prayers for Anita. Where is God’s grace and mercy?? How can he let His child suffer so immensely, while she has given it all in the line of the Holy Duty?? I’m pissed at Him. I’m sure there’s some logic and ultimate purpose behind this torture, but it totally escapes me, even after all I read (and the little I seem to know) about the whole Ascension process.
I want Anita and Jerry to ascend immediately.
Love and Light,
just read the post. Count on me. I’ll pray for Anita