by Vajra P., September 22, 2015
ich habe versucht, das in Deutsch zu schreiben, but it comes to me in English and Deutsch. So I go on in English and Deutsch. And I am a bit late with that, but I wanted it to be perfect.
“This is only the beginning” was on my mind, when I awoke up on the 18.09.2015. I was inspired by the Channeling of Sananda “You Are Now Ready To Cross The Finish Line” on your website, where he says: “This is the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end.” And I say “This is only the beginning” because much, much more is going to come. That I can sense.
This makes me remember the year 1969, when this new band Chicago Transit Authority, as they called themselves then, released their first album under their band name Chicago Transit Authority. Later they called their band just Chicago. On this album was a song called “Beginnings“. In 2002 they released a compilation “The Very Best of: Only the Beginning”. The last line of the song goes like this: “Only the beginning. Only just the start. Only the beginning. Only just the start. Only the beginning. Only just the start.”
And this was how I felt in 1969. 1969 was a special year. In the summer of 1969 the Woodstock Festival happened. Three days of peace and music… and rain and mud. But still a beginning.
I was a student at the University of Bonn. And in love with some girl. At that time I was always in love with some girl. I was reading Karl Marx and Wilhelm Reich and others of that kind. Ideas of free love and a liberation of humanity as a whole and Ex Nazi Germany in particular were in the air. We truly had a feeling of a new beginning, a new “Era of Enlightenment”. Wir Studenten scandierten: “Unter den Talaren der Muff von tausend Jahren.” (We, the students shouted: “under the talars (cassocks) the dross of thousand years”).
A part of us deep inside knew, that something was definitely wrong with science, all sciences. But at that time we could not name it and point out, what was wrong. We only knew, that we could not trust the authorities and all that came from them. (It needed you, George, to take onto yourself nearly 30 years later the work of a true Hercules to point out piece by piece, point by point and word by word what really was wrong with all those so-called sciences, including religion and the “new religion” economy.)
In consequence many of us turned away from science, to later become the light workers of that kind, that you have criticised on your website. And after 1969 the PTW (powers that were) did their best to suppress these energies of a new beginning and a new era of enlightenment. And they succeeded … for a while. And many of us went back to sleep, doing their jobs in the matrix.
In 1977, I was 33 years old when my wife left me. That was a shock which woke me up … and a relief for me. She was a young soul with many fears and for her I was always going too far, which was a great restriction for me. I remember being with her in Greece on the Peloponnese after having been in Delphi before. That must have been in 1975 or 1976. After having pitched up the tent near the sea in the dawning night, I lay on my back looking at the stars. My soul was lifted out of my body and I flowed upwards to the stars. Falling into the sky.
Then my wife with fear in her voice called my name and I fell out of the sky back into my body. In that moment I hated her and I knew I had to get rid of her if I wanted to go further into the unknown that was calling me. No, I did not murder her. But the Universe helped me. A short time later she fell in love with a colleague in school and left me. Now I was free and could go further than I ever had… and what happened?
I fell into a deep depression and a long row of fears haunted me which I never knew I had them. After having read the books of Ronald D. Laing, I knew that I was in a process of development which would make me stronger if I would go through it. And I knew that psychiatry could not help me. So I avoided psychiatry, and went through my inner hell alone, all the while doing my job as a teacher.
Now looking back I realise that that was the beginning of my LBP. But I did not know that and I knew nobody, who knew and could help me. But going through that all alone except for my soul really made me stronger than ever before.
In 1979 Pink Floyd released their album “The Wall”. At that time I was a teacher in a school for emotionally disturbed children. But my feeling was, that I was more emotionally disturbed at that time then my pupils were. I felt like balancing on a tight rope. I was definitely borderline at that time. But I went through it. And came out free of fear. In the morning I was a teacher in the afternoon at home I was listening to Pink Floyd:
“We don’t need no education
We don’t need no thought control.
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone Hey!
Teachers! Leave them kids alone!
All in all it’s just another brick in the wall.
All in all you’re just another brick in the wall.”
At that time my pupils in school were my teachers in that respect, because they were authentic, which I was not, but with their help I learned to be authentic again more and more. Looking back, I hope that I was not just another brick in the wall for my pupils. Anyway, I’ve done my best to not be that.
Why I write all of this to you now that you have decided to ascend? This is my way to say “Thank You” to you. You have helped me a lot to understand who I am and what I am going through. And I know that my time to ascend will come later. I still have a mission to fulfill here on earth with mankind and with mother earth Gaia, Terra. I am holding the light on earth as long as this my mission goes on.
Ah, there is something else, I have to tell you: I guess you know this place from the time when you have been studying in Bonn (From my letter to Vajra: “I did not study in Bonn, but in Muenster and Heidelberg. However when I first came to Germany I lived for a few months in Bad Godesberg, and I could see Petersberg on the other side of the Rhein very well during my hikings through the woods. At that time, 1975, it was in a rather poor state and only later on was it taken over by the government and transformed into official residence.”. Note, George)
After having come back from a retreat in May, I was so full of energy and love, that my soul lead me to open up the old energy vortex of the pagan power place on the Petersberg near Königswinter, which had been sealed by the dark roman catholic church, by building a chapel on it. When I first told Michael Naumann about it, he checked and found out, that it was still blocked in the underground. So I worked on it again and asked him to check it some time later. Shortly later he confirmed in an Email to me: “Ja, alles offen. (Yes, everything open.)
And I have a goody for you: A so-called aerial from Lofer:
But I guess Lofer is much more beautiful on 5D. And here are two more aerials created by Max Seigal. He is really an artist in aerials. Dalmatian Coast (Dubrovnik) on board the Sea Cloud.
When I look at them, I remember the time when I was a very young child and could fly in my dreams. When I grew older I lost this ability and was literally sucked down into 3D. But I will fly again.
So, I wish you and all of the PAT to have a glorious ascension, while we of the second wave hold the light down here. I will see you on 5D.
Truth, Love and Light