by Laurie Stearns and Georgi Stankov, January 27, 2015
Dear Georgi and Carla,
On the 21st I was completely wiped out from about 10.30 am onward, where I could not function at all and had virtually very little energy to move. I was forced to sleep when I got home from teaching as I couldn’t do anything else. I knew something was up – but the time frame was different than what you had reported – although, I don’t think that matters so much.
I must say, that I feel our days are coming to a close here. It feels very close.
I feel very connected to the Inner Earth and the inhabitants there more and more every day.
Also, I just wanted to say that I concur with your assessment on Jahn – I really strongly feel that he should have some sort of dialogue with the people who follow his website. It isn’t enough anymore to just offer the channellings, he should go one step further and offer to answer some questions – do a channelling with regards to some questions and post them and it together? – for some people who may be confused about what they need to do. I don’t think it should be a big deal for him to do this. He may be alienating people rather than helping them these days. I don’t know why he doesn’t see this.
Love and many blessings to you and Carla.
Laurie
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Dear Laurie,
This deep connection to the Inner Earth or the new Gaia 5, which is probably the same, is also very strong with me and Carla. We also feel that this life is coming to a close and as of today it really feels very empty and senseless. It takes a lot of inner urging to do anything at all, knowing the futility of all efforts here.
I fully concur with your assessment on Jahn, but the problem is even deeper than it seems at first glance. He is incapable of truly communicating with the people as he is overwhelmed by his basic fear, which is high-esteem, the most common basic angst in the New Age community that prevents true and open communication.
I do not want to delve into details now as it does not matter, but the bottom line is that Jahn is not in the LBP and, although I tried to convey to him all the ramifications of this process for the personality and daily life, he did not get it. So everything he now channels, after he stopped communicating with me a couple of months ago, is based on his first experiences with the LBP as a second waver. And as we all know this process begins with the elimination of the ego, or as some other define it – with the dark night of the soul – which is a very wrong description. The soul never experiences a dark night, but only the ego when it is eliminated by the soul and she takes over fully the leadership in the daily life of the incarnated personality – most of the time at the expense of some harsh experiences. Before that the soul can be very patient and allow the personality and the ego to commit all kinds of blunders and stupidities.
Jahn has dropped significantly the vibrations of his messages in the last months due to his unprocessed fears and most of his messages are in fact warning of his HS, which he predominantly channels, about his own deficits. I noticed this, Carla noticed it too, and now more and more readers notice this same trend and distance themselves from him, and rightly so, as he makes them more insecure, rather than to support them with his messages in their evolution.
His recent development is a recurrent motif in most channellers, I observe since many years – at some point in time they stick so much to their channelings that when nothing new comes, they start reiterating old stuff and cling to it as a drowning person to a straw. I observed it with Sue Lie, who is still one of the best channellers, with Ute and with some more.
As long as Jahn stayed with me and considered my and Carla’s information he was on the safe side and was getting good messages. Now he has abandoned these concepts, e.g. rejects the notion of the preeminent role of the light warriors of the first and the last hour, as he cannot bear the idea that he is not that much evolved himself, and is now only dealing with his own deficits that are being revealed to him at the onset of his LBP, which he projects onto the others and makes them insecure as he himself is, but is unable to reflect upon and admit.
I think that he should at best stop channeling, as he has nothing more to say to the people, but I am not very optimistic that he will do this, even if the channeling stops. He will then pretend to be further channelling, as most other channellers do because there is nothing else they can do.
With love and light
George
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Dear Georgi,
Yes, it’s sooo very difficult to do things. Things that used to be relatively easy to do (the few things that I still have to do), are more and more difficult and take longer time to do – it’s like moving in slow motion through quicksand.
Well, the LBP has a wonderful tendency to put things into perspective – a perspective that most people don’t want to look at – suffice it to say that it kicks your ass, and it MAKES YOU LOOK AT STUFF that most would rather not acknowledge. It is not easy. People do not realise that they tend to stay in comfort zones with themselves, and thereby forfeit their own spiritual growth. All hell breaks loose with the LBP – Your life is never the same.
It is a lonely path, only in that most people cannot and do not do this – And those of us that do, do not have a lot of friends and of course we are looked at as being strange in a society that has vastly different values. The LBP cleans out the nooks, crannies and any other dark spot you are hiding from in yourself. You are forced to move beyond your comfort zones, whatever they may be. Needless to say, the physical aspects are debilitating sometimes, and, they are ongoing.
Perhaps some of these people will be coming back for pointers on how to better understand and deal with this on a different timeline. I mean this in all empathy and not from a superior point of view – this is just the way it is.
I hope you have sunshine in Vancouver. It has been strangely warm here for this time of year, 25 c, where it is usually around 15 c or colder – I’m enjoying the sunshine and warmth.
I am studying the book on the Seven Flames and am finding it to be most helpful. While there is lots of information in it, it is still simplified to commit to memory the different important points of how to utilize the different flames. I will keep you updated on any experiences I have with them.
Love,
Laurie
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Dear Laurie,
thank you very much for this additional and necessary clarification on the LBP as the catalyst of truth, in most cases unpleasant truth to the ego in the first stages.
We also have unusually mild weather here in Vancouver – 12 degrees Celsius even though it is cloudy most of the time. It feels like spring or autumn and of course the colors are more like in summer.
We attribute this mild weather to the ascension of this uppermost mother planet to higher levels of frequency where the weather will be much more temperate than now because the new 4D earths will have intact firmament.
With love and light
George
